today..i got my usual dose of jean marc in the day. after which i met ben to spend some time with him before going to the dinner. After dragging for quite some time. it is finally time to say farewell to my cousin. well, they are leaving on Monday morning, at around 6 am plus. I want to go send them off..but i have a test in the morning. I wonder when i will see them again. What i'm afraid of is the emotion. It's very hard to see someone you've grown up with practically all your life leave.
On the one hand, i'm happy for them. That they are starting a new life, but on the other hand, i really hate to see them go. It's so bittersweet. But . C'est La Vie.. Nothing is perfect, you can never have everything u want.
The dinner was very bittersweet...different from last week's, when it was so noisy and stuff. This one was sad, in a way, with some tears shed.
No matter how strong i may look, i know i will miss them. But i also know i will see them again. They wont be gone forever. I guess what i'm worried about is not the missing, but that we would drift further and further apart eventually.
If we work hard, this wont happen isnt it?? But who knows??
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Spent a little time with ben today, was supposed to study today,....but.leave it to sunday.
We went for a movie after the dinner. I got my baby to come along too....i wonder if he felt sort of left out. We watched the Stepford wives....Another set of concepts. But it was okay i guess...not bad overall. Ben was really tired, cos he had his IPPT in the morning, but being the nice boyfriend he is, he came anyway. Felt so guilty, cos he was like almost sleeping, reddish eyes and stuff...sigh.
Came back, said farewells and voila..here i am.
Oh well...Good Night Everyone
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