Misty Dreams

For May Lee Li Ling

Misty Dreams

A party
full of enchanting people.
Shimmering dresses, sparkling wine.
They look so fine.
So pretty those misty dreams
how beautiful they seem.
But when the mist parts
beware the wolves within.

The rain of love

My love falls like rain around you,
softly enveloping you in its dreamy mist.
The soft caress on your skin,
will always remind you of me and my kiss.

The feel of the night

I loved the walk in the evening
The dusky street lit by the soft lamp lights,
set the perfect stage for the short walk.
Your warm hand holding mine so steadily,
as if you'd never let go.
Your startled turn on the way back
when you heard the bicycle,
your hand instinctively tightening on my waist
made my heart thump.
What a wonderful walk in the evening.

Obsession

Am i your sunshine in the morning
Am i your first thought of the day
Is it me you want to have breakfast with
Is it me you want to see
Does your last thought before you sleep belong to me
Do i occupy your dreams
Am i your obsession

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important note = This is not the way i feel, just some creative poem writing. This shows a kind of dangerous obsessed love of a girl who wants total control over someone.

In You

I miss you with a deep ache within my heart,
with a longing that will not dissipate.
Like the morning flowers need the early mist,
i need you by my side in this loneliness of night.

I want to feel snug in your arm again,
like the warmth of fire in winter's season.
I yearn to feel your lips on mine once more,
like the kiss of early sunshine on a spring's day.

I love you like no other
and for you there is no further i will not go.
In you i have my shelter from my ghosts
and only in you i found a hundred loves that would never die.

Dreams

I love you like the stars i wish upon,
you take me to heavens beyond.
My one and only is you,
for you alone make all my dreams come true.

Long ago, the yellow flowers scattered on the path i walk on,
seem like fallen dreams.
Now i walk on a bed of dreams,
waiting for me to be picked up one by one.

Hate being in love

Love is a double edge sword
It will make you deliriously happy
but it also will bring you to the pitfalls of sadness.
It gives you joy but it hurts you.
Love plays with your heart one moment
and stabs it the next.
Love is not all its made out to be anymore.

As time ticks by
Our youth fades away
The time of our lives
now seem so far from my memory

The years pass by
and my memories of you fade
till i hardly think of what we shared

Was it so long ago
that we laughed together
talked together
sang together
believed in forever

and time passes by
so slowly without the joys
we had in our younger days
without the wild ways
that we don't have the energy for any longer

No one ever said it was easy
letting a friend go
but why was it so with you
Was it something i never did
feelings i never shared
or was it just me you didnt like.

伤何时忘

在深夜里睡觉之前
我只想到你
我只看到你
而我闭了眼之后
我知道，我依然梦见你

何时才能忘记你
我有很多你不肯听的话
你有很多不肯说出来
跟别人在一起的感觉
总是不一样

我的日子没有阳光
心里重得像石头
夜里冷得像寒风
生命也因此没有欢乐

我怕我以忘了
真正的笑容是什么声音
我现在到底在做什么
我也不知道
这种伤何时才能忘

without you

When i walk down the streets
i remember how i used to have someone hold
but now when i walk home at night
i feel so unsafe and unprotected

When i take a bus
i remember how i used to talk and laugh with you
or not talking at all but lying on your shoulders
i hate taking buses now

When its night
i remember the times when i would call you
or wait for yours
the nights no longer hold meaning

When its day
i recall the messages you would send me
or the occasional call i would get
but now i can only wonder about your day

The days are fruitless
The nights are cold and empty
The flowers are dying
and the sun does not shine as bright
without you here beside me

endearments

i miss you honey
i love you honey
i want you honey
but all the honeyed words wont bring you back to me

i miss you sweetheart
i love you sweetheart
i want you sweetheart
but you wont come back to me no matter how sweet i become

i miss you darling
i love you darling
i want you darling
i wonder when i can find a darling to my own.

so alone

stepping out into the world today
walking through the crowds on the street
i feel so alone

staying at home at night
thinking of you before i sleep
i feel so alone

when will i find someone to take your place
when will i find what i didnt find in you
what do i need to change
in order to find true happiness.

i wonder if it will ever come to me.
i wonder if i will find,
what i so desperately seek.

somewhere you are

love lost can never be replaced.
why wait for something that can never be?
why yearn for something you can never have?
if letting go now can save you some heartbreak,
why hold on until you can no longer find you way home?
why stay if there is happiness somewhere down your path?
is there such a happiness waiting for me?
should i look to the future and keep the past behind?
my mind is full of questions
with answers that no one can help me find.
i dont know if i will ever find you,
but somewhere you are.

(Poem) Time Lost

Over the years,
we went our seperate ways.
Although we still have contact
We all know the times lost,
can never be replaced.

All we have left are the happy memories,
that will forever be kept in out hearts.
We may never get back to the time in our lives,
when we shared everything.

All i can do now,
is to wish all of you luck
and hope you are happy.

My Hazy Life

Through my hazy days,
i thought i could find someone to love
and who loves in return
to bring joy in my life

Through my hazy nights
i though i could find someone to dream about
and someone to dream for me each night
to bring colour to my dreams

Through my hazy dreams
i thought i could find my white knight
who could give me everything i need
and accept my love unconditionally

But now the haze has cleared
i've grown up
there is no such thing as santa claus

Happily ever after rarely comes by
but when it does finally come around
you'd better be there to catch it